whats on my mind (3/29/09)

Oh man i have wrote anything lately due to me moving... Anyhow landstown is doing well just worrying about myself as usual and my friends! they say i have changed so much but i believe i just matured... Wow so alot has been on my mind like ring dance which landstown's is april 25 which it sounds far away but its closer then you think... Im growing up so fast and i cant even slow it down if i tried just gotta live everyday how it is... But also that very subject has been on my mind yes.... Love & relationships... I been single for a good two going on three months and boy am i lonely lol. Seems like all the people i come across arent worth my time and even if they are they can never stay... I just want someone that will drift me off my feet and thats all he doesnt have to have all the money in the world he definely doesnt have to be prince charming but here and there i just want to be treated like a queen rather then just any other girl which i know alot of girls can relate... Seems like all the good ones are pretty much either taken or gone... Sometimes i ask myself am i asking for to much in a boy but then i think actually im asking for too little and its not even fair. I may be a brat sometimes and a little on the spoiled side but i have learned that if nobody else will get it then i will go out and get it myself but the only thing that that doesnt apply to is boys.. I may see a boy i am so interested in but i will not go up to him and talk to him instead i tell a friend and thats it. So really i never get exactly what i want but god gives us what we need and not what we want so its very understandable but another thing that has been on my mind is work (finishline) omg is it not kicking my butt work is so stressful but i choose to deal with it because it shows independence as well as i am a licensed teen heck yeah! but thats about it i guess... i hadnt wrote in ah while so i thought to update you all and i see people do really look and read my page thanks for the support....