Saturday, July 31, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
On my mind 4/2/2010
Whatever happened to the true love that we always wanted... Whatever happened to the happiness we endured? Why has love become so accepted to anyone why do we use it like its just another word that has no true meaning? I was reading all my older posts and thinking maybe i had the answer for this question and i did... Times are just not how they used to be... Why stress one girl when you can have so many others vice versa... So many fish in the sea that are yet to be seen... When i tell someone i love them it is a totally different meaning from what they probably think because i have studied love felt love believed love taken it and used it as my armor... It is so much to love then seen. Boys are gonna be boys and vice versa we just may never no how life will be until we actually live it for ourselves... Anyways other then that that's on my mind prom is coming idk whats up with my date really don't even care anymore its not even worth the time anymore... If i go by myself i would be just fine.. Just ready to get prom over and then graduate i feel like I'm overdue in this high school I'm dreading waking up in the morning dreading this work i just want to graduate and then go to college I'm ready for real challenges that will change my life.. I'm ready to feel that college life live on dorms not be under my mother all the time... But guess i have to still yet to wait, also spring break is coming up finally i am using that break to relax and feel at ease and delete some of this drama and stress that i have obtained over the months years and whatever... Ready to just change my number and start over maybe around college time its about time for another change... Also hmm what else is on my mind, my job is on my mind i love it but i think that after a certain amount of time at a job i think i get fed up with it because I'm so used to change that when I'm at or with someone for a certain time i cant take it anymore... Cheers to graduation!!! class of 2010!!! Oh and yes another thing that is on my mind is friends at the very beginning of me starting this blog i wrote about a few girls that were very specific in my life and the funny thing about it is I'm only cool with one girl out of all of them... I'm cool with one other but we don't associate as much and i want to keep it like that... Simone has and always will be behind me and same for me... Hmm what else idk my father is on my mind to he kinda bailed on me for this debutante and he said sorry but sorry can only cover the problem and not solve it but god forgives and forgets and so will i... Other then that that is really it that's on my mind I'm in computer program so bored listening to music on my phone... Peace love ... NETTE
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Happiness!
Hello!!! So lately i have been terribly busy either with my debutante stuff or school, club or work or at least trying to get a few hours of sleep and still have a life. I have been doing good lately but, in 3 weeks my cotillion will be here can't wait march 13,2010 and all that will be over but i will still have school work my club. Anyways hmm relationship life still the same except it's not dull anymore. I at least have someone to talk to at night =) but we are just friends so that kinda defeats the purpose but I'm not even trying to be into a relationship anymore i need to focus on ME?! So I'm feeling okay at this point so maybe i will find a quote about happiness today...
"Being Happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections"-Unknown
So this was the first quote i saw and i just thought about people i know that go through the worst things life could give and at the end of the day they are still smiling whether if its real or not. imperfections is the world everyone uses because god did not make any of us perfect for a reason! We are all made to make a difference in his world and by trying to be perfect you will fail in so many aspects such as self acceptance. I am pretty sure there are a thousands things you would love to change such as your shape, your hair, your skin color, your appearance etc etc. We have to learn to just say its "OKAY". Looking at the celebrities are nothing but trouble. All of them are not perfect in fact TV can do so many things to you such as enhance your skin color or make you look a certain way when your one 4'11 and totally dull. I will keep this short and simple though , happiness is not about looking a certain way because happiness is not on the outside it is in the inside so when you finally find that in your self that is when you can at the end of the day be happy with someone else same as love you can not love anyone until you love yourself first "UNCONDITIONALLY". Be blessed Goodnight =)
"Being Happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections"-Unknown
So this was the first quote i saw and i just thought about people i know that go through the worst things life could give and at the end of the day they are still smiling whether if its real or not. imperfections is the world everyone uses because god did not make any of us perfect for a reason! We are all made to make a difference in his world and by trying to be perfect you will fail in so many aspects such as self acceptance. I am pretty sure there are a thousands things you would love to change such as your shape, your hair, your skin color, your appearance etc etc. We have to learn to just say its "OKAY". Looking at the celebrities are nothing but trouble. All of them are not perfect in fact TV can do so many things to you such as enhance your skin color or make you look a certain way when your one 4'11 and totally dull. I will keep this short and simple though , happiness is not about looking a certain way because happiness is not on the outside it is in the inside so when you finally find that in your self that is when you can at the end of the day be happy with someone else same as love you can not love anyone until you love yourself first "UNCONDITIONALLY". Be blessed Goodnight =)
Friday, January 29, 2010
Check and Balance....
So I'm so sorry for not writing for so long i recently moved and we haven't gotten Internet yet. Things have been so-so i guess nothing is perfect, then again will anything ever be perfect?Life is just going to be life regardless of what cards you play what morals you live by what you do or say... I learned that a long time ago but just had faith that maybe it could come. Everyday i feel like i have a thousand blessings starting with god waking me up in the morning... Guess you cant be greedy when you don't have anything at all.. One thing i have been noticing is that what you want may never come but what you want is always there... True statement because there are so many things i want but the chances of them actually coming to me are slim to none. I thirst for this year to be good and it will be good you cant judge your present circumstances on the future so i say that i just chill and relax?! On the other hand hmm relationships still not for me. Nobody really is catching my eye to be worth all the trouble. People are in and out of my life that i cant commit to anyone but starting something new is always better. Which is always a great start! I love the way how school is going except my exams they are a total blur. Social life uhh... I haven't been very social because i haven't really felt the need I'm graduating soon no time to start new friendships nor rekindle old ones. I have lost a few though because you have to put your best foot forward when thinking of the people you want in your life... One thing i still long for to this day is a great companionship. It is so funny because 3 years straight i have been single on valentines day =( i just call it single day maybe there will be hope for next year i guess who's to say what will happen in a few days though maybe i will have a valentine?!!? Anyways lets get on to the business =)....
"We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give"-Sir Winston Churchill... Wow its funny because Steve Harvey was just talking about this exact thing this morning except he said it spiritually. When you make someone else successful you are making yourself successful... If you do unto people people will do unto you. I love helping people i don't know if it is in my blood or i am just a natural care giver of people i love watching my godson for some reason he shows me a peace of mind that i can never find in myself. I love writing it gives a sense of release from anything of what i am feeling. I love to give back not just because i may receive something in return but it makes me feel better . Like i worked at the food bank some weeks ago and i swear i just didn't want to leave because i felt so good to help homeless people... Its just like when you give back to the community you are giving back to a great life... I love when people do things that i can always question and say why and then i can tell them i have done the same years ago. Life is just so much... Giving back is so much that you don't want to stop. If you go out and get what you want you will only get a limited of what you really want but if you give out you will receive more then you ever gave. Its like a balance system. You do only for yourself and your only going to get what you do for yourself in return and you do for others and they will be in open arms to things back to you and for you. Though don't just do things that you think oh well i will get this dollar back or 20 back think as if you will never get it back think about it like that person or church needed that dime way more then you did... Check and balance yourself and your giving, they will definitely pay off one day... Quote from quotationspage.com
"We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give"-Sir Winston Churchill... Wow its funny because Steve Harvey was just talking about this exact thing this morning except he said it spiritually. When you make someone else successful you are making yourself successful... If you do unto people people will do unto you. I love helping people i don't know if it is in my blood or i am just a natural care giver of people i love watching my godson for some reason he shows me a peace of mind that i can never find in myself. I love writing it gives a sense of release from anything of what i am feeling. I love to give back not just because i may receive something in return but it makes me feel better . Like i worked at the food bank some weeks ago and i swear i just didn't want to leave because i felt so good to help homeless people... Its just like when you give back to the community you are giving back to a great life... I love when people do things that i can always question and say why and then i can tell them i have done the same years ago. Life is just so much... Giving back is so much that you don't want to stop. If you go out and get what you want you will only get a limited of what you really want but if you give out you will receive more then you ever gave. Its like a balance system. You do only for yourself and your only going to get what you do for yourself in return and you do for others and they will be in open arms to things back to you and for you. Though don't just do things that you think oh well i will get this dollar back or 20 back think as if you will never get it back think about it like that person or church needed that dime way more then you did... Check and balance yourself and your giving, they will definitely pay off one day... Quote from quotationspage.com
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