Check and Balance....

So I'm so sorry for not writing for so long i recently moved and we haven't gotten Internet yet. Things have been so-so i guess nothing is perfect, then again will anything ever be perfect?Life is just going to be life regardless of what cards you play what morals you live by what you do or say... I learned that a long time ago but just had faith that maybe it could come. Everyday i feel like i have a thousand blessings starting with god waking me up in the morning... Guess you cant be greedy when you don't have anything at all.. One thing i have been noticing is that what you want may never come but what you want is always there... True statement because there are so many things i want but the chances of them actually coming to me are slim to none. I thirst for this year to be good and it will be good you cant judge your present circumstances on the future so i say that i just chill and relax?! On the other hand hmm relationships still not for me. Nobody really is catching my eye to be worth all the trouble. People are in and out of my life that i cant commit to anyone but starting something new is always better. Which is always a great start! I love the way how school is going except my exams they are a total blur. Social life uhh... I haven't been very social because i haven't really felt the need I'm graduating soon no time to start new friendships nor rekindle old ones. I have lost a few though because you have to put your best foot forward when thinking of the people you want in your life... One thing i still long for to this day is a great companionship. It is so funny because 3 years straight i have been single on valentines day =( i just call it single day maybe there will be hope for next year i guess who's to say what will happen in a few days though maybe i will have a valentine?!!? Anyways lets get on to the business =)....
"We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give"-Sir Winston Churchill... Wow its funny because Steve Harvey was just talking about this exact thing this morning except he said it spiritually. When you make someone else successful you are making yourself successful... If you do unto people people will do unto you. I love helping people i don't know if it is in my blood or i am just a natural care giver of people i love watching my godson for some reason he shows me a peace of mind that i can never find in myself. I love writing it gives a sense of release from anything of what i am feeling. I love to give back not just because i may receive something in return but it makes me feel better . Like i worked at the food bank some weeks ago and i swear i just didn't want to leave because i felt so good to help homeless people... Its just like when you give back to the community you are giving back to a great life... I love when people do things that i can always question and say why and then i can tell them i have done the same years ago. Life is just so much... Giving back is so much that you don't want to stop. If you go out and get what you want you will only get a limited of what you really want but if you give out you will receive more then you ever gave. Its like a balance system. You do only for yourself and your only going to get what you do for yourself in return and you do for others and they will be in open arms to things back to you and for you. Though don't just do things that you think oh well i will get this dollar back or 20 back think as if you will never get it back think about it like that person or church needed that dime way more then you did... Check and balance yourself and your giving, they will definitely pay off one day... Quote from quotationspage.com