Whats on my mind 6/24/2009

So0o on this glorious hot day i had a lot of down time to just think about a lot. For starters as usual boys!!! haha why do they treat us the way they do right? In my opinion i believe that all the good ones are either gone or dead. My aunts and uncles steady tell me all the time that by the time I'm older i will not get married and even if i do it will be to the wrong person and most likely divorce will be the biggest factor for my generation!! why is that? i guess because now and days boys are seeing that why tie down to 1 and not have them all. It's like us girls don't have any control anymore. we want happiness but we only seek it in him and he does give it to us but for a temporary time. Why do we allow boys to control that we know all the quotes and all the rules etc.. but we still tend to let things ride?! i guess its because we feel like we have know choice which in adults case they all sometimes don't but us girls do... idk its so confusing in this world of sin... but on better news i am finally 17 yay rated R movies haha not a little girl anymore one more year and i will be 18 and a graduated student from high school!!! yess well anyway i have been going to the beach like almost every day and i have completely turned black haha i mean that's not bad but i loved my skin color haha but yeah. and i love my friends they are all still here as usual although girls can get urrrgh toward each other but its okay!! and i have a new job at dsw shoes i love it although there is a theft there! but I'm like in shoe heaven when i work there I'm gladly to help a customer!! but any who school is over finally and cheer is still here haha but i do need to work it its just about that time.... Well this was all i really had on my mind maybe one day i can answer the questions i say and maybe one day hopefully soon i will find a boy that stands out from the rest of them =)