Are you guys meant to be?

So i am so happy because not only have more people been interested but my life has been great as well Sunday was the best service i have heard since i have been a teen. I needed it or i wouldn't be feeling this way. Today was so great and what i prayed for god to give me strength in he gave weakness in the other =). I am not alone in this world and I'm glad... anyways this was a quote i saw on facebook, i thought it was mighty funny because i was feeling confused like i love this person so much but i could never picture being with him again.... Well here goes.... Thanks again for supporting me =)
"Just because two people are in love does not mean they are MEANT TO BE" Unknown
So i had a very big think today in my mind and i was just thinking about love and life.... Love is everywhere and there are so many kinds of love its hard not to say it... When i read this quote i had to explain myself, this is soo0o true. It is so many x's that i have that, that four letter word was used so lightly simply because once you have been in it once it does not want to end because it gives everyone that satisfaction of just breathing for a second. I was thinking about how many people i really love in this world... It is only a few but my first love i will always love him but not be IN LOVE with him for some odd reason i feel a huge gap between us. Like when we were In love i felt like i new him but now that i just have love for him i have no clue to describe him. That goes to show you people change so quickly.... My mom tells me a story all the time about my dad and how she could never be in love with simply because he hurt her so much... I think god puts us all through a lot of test with the ones we love and we will never no who passed what etc. Also i just learned this one fact. The people we want so bad but they may not want us and they push us away because we are being blinded of what we really need?! What we want is not always what we need. Say your in love with someone or you like someone and you guys argue all the time etc and you try to work it out so much but it does not click maybe god is trying to tell you something like the littlest person you would of ever thought cared the least about you may be the person your life depends on... Love & relationships are so much work.... But we were made to manage certain issues like that we need love our bodies depend on it whether it is from family friends boyfriend girlfriend... Anyways when the quote says just because two people are in love does not mean they are meant to be it is trying to tell us that it may feel right look right and even smell right but it is no where near close to what we need. Remember need goes before want. Also if your young then there is no rush in you finding that love. It may sound good and sometimes look good but it does not come with just happiness, sacrificing a lot and leaving your happiness at the door at times.... Anyways I'm so0o tired getting my hair done tomorrow yes... Plus spirit of Norfolk as well can't wait .... Have a blessed night toddles!