Less then what you deserve

Omg so0o wow this whole month has been hectic beyond hectic actually just stressful. Between work school college debutante and social life i cant even believe i still have the energy at night... So i have learned a few things since the last time i wrote up here. You cannot trust anybody but your family but even then they at times can not be trusted and you were put on this earth alone and seems thats how it should be kept. Anyways friends dont even understand the defintion anymore? Relationships they are on another planet then where i am from and further more life... cant even define it for others except myself... I also learned you can give someone the biggest advice and help them out but at the end of the day you wasted your sweet breath on telling a tree to move... People are going to do what they feel although you know what's best for them at times. You have to allow people to take trial and error before they actually learn the lesson... It took me a few times to actually learn these simple rules of life and now i can share them with you all.. Anyways i found a quote from a different site and i find it very comforting for my mood tonight!!!
"The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.
Maureen Dowd, in 'New York Times' "
So i remember when i had standards and i guess i would try to make them out as a perfect boy but i never met this person still to this day. I figured my standards were too high so i was pretty lienant and settled for way less than i deserved... I guess thats why im having to pick up on my mistakes and faults now... which is fine with me because i learn from them... Now settling for less can be a good and bad. At times settling for less can be only enough that you can get at the time, sometimes getting less can turn into recieving more... you can always get less so you can make it more ... The quote kind of jeporadizes things... I make it into my words, personal issues i will go by which is i still dont have that number one person so i have settled with beyond numerous people that were my standards... i try to go by happiness and not care about the appearance because the apperance will only hold you for so long until someone else notices it, personality is a super plus! you can go far and live with certain people just by their personality ... Style is always a must for some people but clothes do not make a person at all... Just by judging someone by the way they dress does not take you far at all... You cannot judge a book by its cover at all... Although you can tell how they keep theirselves like hygiene which is a super duper big thing you will not want to go with someone who does not appreciate their body like keep it clean eg... brushing their teeth cleaning their bodies etc. but basically like the quote says the minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.....will finish tommorow!!!