L-I-F-E

So i thought that tonight was pretty the mark of me having to live on my own. Im already independent enough i worry about my own things i basically buy what i need and want because i have a job. I make my own marks in my life i teach myself the values of life i pray as much as i can until i just fall short or weak! Have you ever felt like what you do for yourself is never enough?! its one thing to be doing for others and it not be enough but for your self is way to much ! Have you ever been abused so bad that your days seem so short that the only thing left to do is give up? What if when you do give up there are ways where you could of thought twice about things... Have you ever lost someone in your life you thought meant the world to you and you have nobody to call on so you just end up doing things that are not right... Well i think i have conquered that as much as i could by writting what i feel now . When i feel that i am at my weakness i write i think when i am weak thats what makes me a better writer ... I dont usually write just for someone else i write what is on my mind hoping that it will uplift and help people out as much as it helps me out. Seems as though i have to write to teach myself things although in my mind i no from right and wrong but you cant tell yourself a thousand times something until it finally becomes something you have to do... So0o much is on my mind and im just going to take my shower and do a little bit of homework and say the strongest prayer and go to sleep !!!! Maybe i will write tommorow with a quote =/