A Breath away

Hello... Last week was beyond busy and crazy and hectic and it went by very quick i no for a fact this one will be as well and I'm happy in a way but then again time is ticking and weeks are feeling like days and months are feeling like weeks. Summer went by so quickly i guess because i wasn't doing exactly what I'm suppose to and that nobody but my fault... Now that school is in and it is fall i have so much to catch up on i have so many ideas and thoughts and i am just jam packed .... Also i am starting a new club called "BIG BROTHERS BIG SISTERS DIVINE"... Anyways it was a lot of quotes i was thinking about today but i just choose this one....
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away - unknown"
So like i said summer went by so quickly and i had to of had so many breath takes and i had a few breaths away.... I find it funny because luck of a relationship seems to be negative on my side... Seems like everyone wants every thing nobody cares about anybody anymore. People are cold hearted and don't have no type of feeling at all when it comes to others. I find myself doing the same thing at times and then i quickly jump back and something hits me and says what are you doing....Have you ever wanted something or someone so bad but they were not in your reach and you tried everything you could to try to get it or that person and you always ended up short... Well that has been me for quite a while every time i think i can finally exhale everything and be solid happy someone or something gets in my way.... Some people say don't let people get in your way and even the pastor said its always going to be that one person or thing that stands in your way and you just have to overcome them... Don't let them get to you but what if they constantly bug??? You get the power to either say something or just ignore it but then your happiness is either put on hold or gone forever.. I find it funny a few people have done that to me, walked all over me and guess what I'm still the one hurt at the end of the night... Anyways what I'm trying to say is when you find something that makes you happy or smile or lightens your day you should keep it and fight for it UNLESS you pray to god and he shows you that maybe this just is not for you.... God will always tell you the answer like i have been saying it may not be right then and there but you will see it in flying colors... So when the quote says life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away... they are trying to tell you stop stressing, stop worrying, stop going through the worst things of life and start doing things in your life that takes your breath away so much where you have to gasp for ...Pray to god and ask him what is really going to take your breath away because a lot of us don't no it at all but then again if you do then stop exhaling negative and inhale positive and exhale it as well..... Quote from wiseoldsayings.com