Way too heavy!!!

So when i say all of this chaos is killing me don't bother to listen because it is actually making me stronger and a better person!!! Wow over the course of the week so much has changed from my heart to my soul to my brain?! I will use a quote today but first i want to talk about what is on my mind first!!!! I went to church this last Sunday and when i say it was uplifting i mean it... I no that i always say that I'm going to delete people out of my life well finally i have made the initiative to do it . alot didn't think i could but i didn't do it on my own... So wow these people on the earth are way to funny... I had this boy tell me that I'm the Sh... haha i texted back and said haha thanks and he replies and says why don't you act like it be confident i replied happily saying i think better yet i know i am a great person but i don't have to stress it to people i don't have to flaunt it just as long as i no that i am something and someone that's all that's going to matter in the long run am i right?! you should think the same way!!! It kills me when girls and boys says I'M BETTER THEN YOU or I'm steps ahead of you etc who are you to say that you are... you maybe have this more or that more than me but i promise we are equal i will never put anyone down because i am not perfect and nobody else is in this world god molded us into these sculptures and he made us a certain way he gave us flaws to overcome and think and Noe that its way beyond looks its more of whats inside ... Because when you leave this world appearance wont matter at all only what you have left in people's hearts... So don't tell me I'm pretty or beautiful its great to hear it here and there but rather i love to hear you have a great personality you are a great person at heart and that will make my day =) anyhow.... Work has been great its alot of sticky fingers in this world ... I always wonder why people stare at you when your shopping (black people) because its still some out there that obviously are up to no good and still give us all a bad name =( if you cant afford it then you don't need it... !!!! Uhm lets see school is very good right now my challenging classes have a lot of work and I'm up for it i finally have my life scheduled out and it feels great i don't have to worry about to late or missing things etc. Senior year is going to be the best year =).... Debutante things are going okay this is definably a subject matter that takes a lot out of you but I'm willing to take on the hard and risky task!!! Relationship status as of now... Hahah i find it funny when one person tells you this big piece of advice but when someone tells you the exact same thing and its your FATHER that's when you no something means business. Lately i have been told that boys are always going to be here so don't even stress about them they will do nothing but pull me down well finally i agree . I'm still going to have my friends and talk to them every now and then but i also need to respect myself as a busy young lady ... So that's about it on the relationship status! So any who I'm hoping that although this is a lot about me you will get a lot out of it as well!!! Now time for the quote!!!
"If you think your bundle of clothes too heavy, try picking up your neighbor's. - Virgin Islander (on comparable worth)"
So i chose this one because people always including me think that were the only people who go through the worst things in life well little do you no your neighbor could be going through just as much or even more and it sucks to say that so never think your alone in this world always ask questions and always ask people how they are doing even if they look like they are in the worst mood you never no how much you will affect there day just by saying how are you doing today? When people tend to talk to me when I'm mad i tend to cry because it hits me in a soft place... And especially when I'm mad they say haha i love this one .... "Smile you will live longer" Just by saying that you cant help but smile because you want to live longer. Recently this man killed his self i no we all go through problems and some of us can take them better then others but you should never overwhelm yourself with so much that you cant take it anymore and you have to jump off the edge of the world =( So any who when the quote says if you think your bundle of clothes too heavy, try picking up your neighbor's... They are basically saying appreciate every little thing in your life and stop telling god what's so bad in your life and start thanking him for what's right..... Quote from wiseoldsayings.com